Today was a bad day for me. Did not sleep at all, flipped around on my bed with worries jamming my head. English test was disgustingly hard.

Now as i'm typing, i feel this heavy sense of apology towards someone. My apologies don't mean a thing, my words are just wind by your ears. i am nothing but a person that knows only how to hurt you. i am lost now. no sense of direction, no one to lead me on, no idea what to do to alleviate this situation and no idea how to bring back that smile you always used to have. i have nothing to say for i am equally disappointed and infuriated with myself as you are. i cannot apologise for it doesn't mean anything. i have betrayed your trust and i'm fully aware that you are not ever going to trust me again. haizz, its all my fault! what should i do? lastly, i hope our friendship is not at stake. Will be leaving this world for a while...

Today was a bad day for me. Did not sleep at all, flipped around on my bed with worries jamming my head. English test was disgustingly hard.

Now as i'm typing, i feel this heavy sense of apology towards someone. My apologies don't mean a thing, my words are just wind by your ears. i am nothing but a person that knows only how to hurt you. i am lost now. no sense of direction, no one to lead me on, no idea what to do to alleviate this situation and no idea how to bring back that smile you always used to have. i have nothing to say for i am equally disappointed and infuriated with myself as you are. i cannot apologise for it doesn't mean anything. i have betrayed your trust and i'm fully aware that you are not ever going to trust me again. haizz, its all my fault! what should i do? lastly, i hope our friendship is not at stake. Will be leaving this world for a while...