Love and Hate.






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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
Over a Glass of Wine.
Saturday, April 10, 2010

today was a busy day. loads of work to do and places to go. first of all i must apologise to LMY and PPS. Sorry for not being able to attend your production. Maybe i am a idiot... i don't know. how do you want me to make up for it? sorry.

anyway despite the hectic day, i managed to sit down over the dining table with my parents and sister to have a sumptous dinner coupled with a glass of chardonnay white. as i savoured this liquid beauty, i thought it would at least engulf me with its rich taste and drown all my problems and sorrows but no. it intensified as with the rise in my body temperature due to the wine. sorrows... are they what really make up this world. is happiness that hard to achieve? or is it non-existant. i see all of you, my friends, out there. all with this radiant smile that emits warmth but why do i feel so cold. why do i feel as if i cannot be happy... maybe the only solution to these sorrows are to run from it. to find things like music and work to keep myself from thinking. but i know it will catch up with me one day. i want to face it. but i'm afraid. i used to be a popinjay... now i'm but a wandering spirit lack of human joy. this interlard of feelings is driving me up the wall. running from these sorrows will eventually bring me to a cliff... should i jump or should i fight? i really don't now. for now i shall sleep... hoping it will be a better day tomorrow. nights

someone... pls don't let me go...

keith,
soon-to-go-mad pig