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Wednesday, February 24, 2010
fuck my life. seriously, i definitely need an escapade from reality, this world is crashing down on me, i wake up everyday feeling screwed, suffering from insomnia and i piss off everyone i encounter. what's more, i hallucinated today saw many strange things and now i feel totally weird...
things have not been going well...
hoping for a better tomorrow...
next i need to draw some lines to prevent myself from drowning in my own swarm of problems... what is the solution to all this troubles? when will they end? am i going nuts? or is this world more and more f***ed up?
I'm desperately searching for an answer and a way of liberalising myself from my own worries however i've this ominous premonition that i will never find the solution...
what should i do?
after all this while, it suddenly dawned on me that smiling doesn't always work. smiling is but a tool of actors or actresses. it could well be the ultimate mask to the ultimate sadness.
you might well be a damn good actress, you might well be good at running from your problems. but all this would never help. you need to muster up all your courage, you must be brave, you must be strong! Put your act together. Never run away, face it, deal with it, conquer it! the fight is yours and only yours.
emo pig,
keith
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."