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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
scrathing my head... why? beats me too. maybe in dispair, maybe in frustration, i have no idea what's going on. it was not meant to be. i am despair. seeing my friend find his happiness. i smile... but is it real happines for me or does it just rake up past memories? i dun know. i wish i was just someone ignorant to relationships. i wanna be happy.
anyways i am feeling money woes now and then. i wanna buy some stuff badly, but it is gonna burn a bloody big hole in my pocket.
1) 1/60 Perfect Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame
2) 1/100 Master Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame (will get this one)
other than this 2 items i think i will take my mind off other stuff! i shld put only 2 dollars in my wallet to prevent myself from splurging. i think i shld just keep myself at home and do my stuff. shut myself out from the outside world. yeah! i shld just do that. maybe i shld catch a movie all by myself, will definitely feel great.
Studying... studying guess it does make some sense after all. My life would be studying for now!
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."