So this is like a once in a blue moon event where i post on my dead blog.

So renovations are currently ongoing in my house and the only thing undergoing renovation is not my house but also my parents. how should i put this, it is negative renovation. I do not understand them, one tells me i have been on my computer for too long and the other dictates what my room looks like(this might be minor, but it is a room i am going to live in for at least the next 5 years). this is bullshit. Many of you out there might start pointing the finger at me now, telling me that i should keep myself in check, telling me i am too outrageous but sometimes, should we defend ourselves a little more. facing the "tyranny" of our parents, many of us accept it as a necessary evil, saying these actions will do us more good than harm. Are we not filtering what people say now, subjecting ourselves unknowingly to the standards of society? Shouldn't we keep in check what we are forced to do and what have been done on us?

i do not know about you guys, but i have been driven crazy by these events and it has lead me to have crazy ideas, some vicious, some cruel, none good! as i am blogging this my mum is keeping a sharp eye on the power plug.

Sigh, i don't know. Living in this Confucian society, the young have absolutely no say. Our parents do not seem so updated with times after all. i feel suppresed, unable to express myself. I dunno man.

Right now, i just like a shoulder to lean on maybe some tears to shed... really depressed.

So this is like a once in a blue moon event where i post on my dead blog.

So renovations are currently ongoing in my house and the only thing undergoing renovation is not my house but also my parents. how should i put this, it is negative renovation. I do not understand them, one tells me i have been on my computer for too long and the other dictates what my room looks like(this might be minor, but it is a room i am going to live in for at least the next 5 years). this is bullshit. Many of you out there might start pointing the finger at me now, telling me that i should keep myself in check, telling me i am too outrageous but sometimes, should we defend ourselves a little more. facing the "tyranny" of our parents, many of us accept it as a necessary evil, saying these actions will do us more good than harm. Are we not filtering what people say now, subjecting ourselves unknowingly to the standards of society? Shouldn't we keep in check what we are forced to do and what have been done on us?

i do not know about you guys, but i have been driven crazy by these events and it has lead me to have crazy ideas, some vicious, some cruel, none good! as i am blogging this my mum is keeping a sharp eye on the power plug.

Sigh, i don't know. Living in this Confucian society, the young have absolutely no say. Our parents do not seem so updated with times after all. i feel suppresed, unable to express myself. I dunno man.

Right now, i just like a shoulder to lean on maybe some tears to shed... really depressed.