It sets in on you... The routine of life, the emotions of life, the pain of life, the happiness and the sadness all gets to you one day without you realizing. It is amazing how we humans are able to be so emotional, so sensitive to intangible objects so easily affected by movement of particles and so easily affected by mere shadows of our past.

Walking down a path with lush greenery on both sides, it sets my mind to flip open the book of my life once again, invoking memories and definitely emotions. No matter how much I tell myself what's done is done, it is impossible to keep away from this forbidden book. It is ironic, how much one wants to stay away from something sad or devastating the more the memory reappears. It is like a supermassive blackhole sucking you to it constantly. When will the torment ever end? I guess only time can give me the answer.

Sometimes I wonder why someone can really hate others to the core. I mean like hate really really doesn't exist in my dictionary. Somehow it is impossible to erase an emotional scar, inflicting one does permanent damage. One of my conversation with one of my friends brought about the matter of the lack of love and emotional care in teens today. Everyone is just so caught up with work leaving family ties and friendships at the back of their minds. How in the world did this happen? Meritocracy has finally shown it's ugly side. Well I do admit that studies is indeed the most important thing now to most teens but aren't friends equally important. Just take a look at people in school without friends! I feel hollow and dark whenever I lose a friend. Friends are like essential emotional condiments for the soul without them life would just be a piece of blank paper.

But the main thing is this: superficiality. It is easy to make friends, but is it easy for you to find a true one that literally sticks to you through thick and thin, through all the shit in life? through every minute thing? Honestly, no! Whilst it's sad it's true. We live in a world where personal gains come before everything where only you and you matters where people will willingly give up friendship for personal gain. I hope those tha read my post can make a difference simply by being sincere to your friends. It's that simple. Erase any perverse thoughts of personal gain and advantages leaving behind what's left in the core. Pure companionship. Bringing happiness and joy and only that.

It's time for me to go. Music lessons, hopefully the emotions will flow.

It sets in on you... The routine of life, the emotions of life, the pain of life, the happiness and the sadness all gets to you one day without you realizing. It is amazing how we humans are able to be so emotional, so sensitive to intangible objects so easily affected by movement of particles and so easily affected by mere shadows of our past.

Walking down a path with lush greenery on both sides, it sets my mind to flip open the book of my life once again, invoking memories and definitely emotions. No matter how much I tell myself what's done is done, it is impossible to keep away from this forbidden book. It is ironic, how much one wants to stay away from something sad or devastating the more the memory reappears. It is like a supermassive blackhole sucking you to it constantly. When will the torment ever end? I guess only time can give me the answer.

Sometimes I wonder why someone can really hate others to the core. I mean like hate really really doesn't exist in my dictionary. Somehow it is impossible to erase an emotional scar, inflicting one does permanent damage. One of my conversation with one of my friends brought about the matter of the lack of love and emotional care in teens today. Everyone is just so caught up with work leaving family ties and friendships at the back of their minds. How in the world did this happen? Meritocracy has finally shown it's ugly side. Well I do admit that studies is indeed the most important thing now to most teens but aren't friends equally important. Just take a look at people in school without friends! I feel hollow and dark whenever I lose a friend. Friends are like essential emotional condiments for the soul without them life would just be a piece of blank paper.

But the main thing is this: superficiality. It is easy to make friends, but is it easy for you to find a true one that literally sticks to you through thick and thin, through all the shit in life? through every minute thing? Honestly, no! Whilst it's sad it's true. We live in a world where personal gains come before everything where only you and you matters where people will willingly give up friendship for personal gain. I hope those tha read my post can make a difference simply by being sincere to your friends. It's that simple. Erase any perverse thoughts of personal gain and advantages leaving behind what's left in the core. Pure companionship. Bringing happiness and joy and only that.

It's time for me to go. Music lessons, hopefully the emotions will flow.