Some parts of my life move faster than the other parts, especially my emotions. Well one week of constant doses of emotions seemed like a year. It seems exceptionally accelerated as if i have gone through alot, but actually it is just but a few days of ups and downs. Somehow liking someone till the brink of love can really drive you crazy, its the kind of thing lives of you like a parasite, it seeps away your energy slowly without you even knowing. Until the point you realise it, you are most probably half dead inside, a practical living dead.

Well i guess i'm kinda a pussy too, to afraid to face up to it, to afraid to tell it, who am i to tell others to man up and just do it when i myself can't even do it. well i guess, i will continue to be a pussy, running away from the problem after all proves the easiest and quickest escapade to a somewhat peaceful life.

Anyways, its not the main point, my love life, or should i say self-perceived love, crashing down on me is but a small part of my worries. my one big worry is now regarding the TRUTH - how stuff works. One scientist stated: "Theories are perceived increasingly not as revealed truths, but as working tools for the understanding of natural processes" i totally agree to this but its very depressing, it shows that the more we know the more we actually do not. By acknowledging this statement, whatever i have learnt does not actually shed any light on the question "why".

Science in it self has became more and more provisional, theories come and go, "truths" bend into many alternate shapes. So what is real and what is not? what is true and what is false? Being an relatively inquisitive prick, i have always scoured for answers as to how we all started, what happened before the big bang? And how was it possible for the big bang to happen if there was nothing at the beginning before it. And what is "nothing"? And if the big bang really occurred how did humans or living creatures arise from matter and inanimate objects? gahhh anyone who chances upon my blog and have the answers to these questions please enlighten me.

Now i know why people need a religion, these questions might just drive one crazy. I think atheists should not believe in science too considered it was once proclaimed as an alternate religion.

Well, after all i'm still a student, i still have to believe in "science" study it and worship it for my life pivots about it. So... Carpe Diem... cya guys

Some parts of my life move faster than the other parts, especially my emotions. Well one week of constant doses of emotions seemed like a year. It seems exceptionally accelerated as if i have gone through alot, but actually it is just but a few days of ups and downs. Somehow liking someone till the brink of love can really drive you crazy, its the kind of thing lives of you like a parasite, it seeps away your energy slowly without you even knowing. Until the point you realise it, you are most probably half dead inside, a practical living dead.

Well i guess i'm kinda a pussy too, to afraid to face up to it, to afraid to tell it, who am i to tell others to man up and just do it when i myself can't even do it. well i guess, i will continue to be a pussy, running away from the problem after all proves the easiest and quickest escapade to a somewhat peaceful life.

Anyways, its not the main point, my love life, or should i say self-perceived love, crashing down on me is but a small part of my worries. my one big worry is now regarding the TRUTH - how stuff works. One scientist stated: "Theories are perceived increasingly not as revealed truths, but as working tools for the understanding of natural processes" i totally agree to this but its very depressing, it shows that the more we know the more we actually do not. By acknowledging this statement, whatever i have learnt does not actually shed any light on the question "why".

Science in it self has became more and more provisional, theories come and go, "truths" bend into many alternate shapes. So what is real and what is not? what is true and what is false? Being an relatively inquisitive prick, i have always scoured for answers as to how we all started, what happened before the big bang? And how was it possible for the big bang to happen if there was nothing at the beginning before it. And what is "nothing"? And if the big bang really occurred how did humans or living creatures arise from matter and inanimate objects? gahhh anyone who chances upon my blog and have the answers to these questions please enlighten me.

Now i know why people need a religion, these questions might just drive one crazy. I think atheists should not believe in science too considered it was once proclaimed as an alternate religion.

Well, after all i'm still a student, i still have to believe in "science" study it and worship it for my life pivots about it. So... Carpe Diem... cya guys