Love and Hate.






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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Friday, March 26, 2010

Hi guys
it has been another heavy week for me and i'm not doing so well. Hence i will not do a very long post. one thing that made me happy is me geeting a new phone. i'm so elated. the motorola milestone i got is so fantastic that it is as good as the iphone 3gs! i totally love it ttm. i starting to like my project too. my group leader is so motivating i feel like gng for the research everytime now. however i have much to learn but i will take it slowly haha.

rainy day.
Saturday, March 20, 2010

woke up today with a mild cold. the weather was perfect for a sleep in but my father just came back from malaysia and we had alot of catching up to do. the sky was dark and gloomy. i didn't feel so good and wanted to sleep but i can't so i woke up.
anyways i felt quite accomplished today. i got my nike by B.I.R.D lifetime membership card. hahaha so any of u guys wanna buy nike merchandise u can look for me. i also did my chinese newspaper report. oh and i went to pray for academic blessings. haha

on my way to the temple, the raindrops kept spattering on the car window, everything was magnified through one small raindrop. it was awesome but the gloominess outlook from the sky was a exact replica of my life. can't stop emoing now. i'm screwed.

so there i was wondering what i should do in my life, with paramore blasting. although it was blasting, i found sort of peace.

once i reached the temple, i prayed... long... hoping all would be fine.

then it was off to the food fair at suntec city, the bustling sound and the buzz of city life almost got on my nerves i dunno why i am so antangonistic now. never mind that. i shall find a way to find peace within myself. so after the food fair i convinced my mum to buy herself a pair of nike lunar glide running shoes as hers was like 3 years old. then my sister as her demanding self, demanded a pair of shoes. i almost broke and wanted to shout at her in public. but i controlled myself. haizz. dunno what's happening to me. anyway i wanted to get a pair of street soccer shoe as mine died when my junior splintered it. so i got myself a pair of flashy bright yellow mecurial velocity.

term is starting, barrage of work yet again. however i should count myself lucky compared to all my friends out there suffering the trememdous pressure of Os. i would defenitely break. Ok this is where i wish all my friends once again good luck for your studies. Always do everything to the best of your abilities this way you will have no regrets whatever the results.

its late,
i'm gonna tuck into my world of dreams - hope it would be a beautiful dream.

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Friday, March 19, 2010

Holidays are almost nearing its end and i am deeply regretful towards myself. i wasted all my hols learning half of integration. during the hols i would randomly touch my psp and waste a lot of time. project was relatively intersting but my group has this guy whom i shall not name that frequently skips lab session and it is getting on out nerves. never mind that. the feeling of being misunderstood is very revolting. what's worse is that when the other person realises that he or she misunderstood you and pretended it all did not happen. I dunno if i have the right to complain but the feeling sucks.

i'm tired out and on the brink of falling sick. i think i should just go and sleep...

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Tuesday, March 16, 2010

today i had a lunch outing with cy, tiet ho and louis. it was a peaceful all guys outing. haha louis and tiet ho was definitely girl hunting as they were like whispering to me and chin yee, "hey that one damn chio leh" they were so funny. we ate at new york new york at suntec city. i splurged, yet again... haha i need to control myself. however fthe food was quite worthwhile. after that we spent our time circling suntec city trying to find the mrt. we were like idiots who were half drowsy after the meal lumbering around, it was a funny sight to see. After circling round and round in circles, we found marina square and decided to go to the citylink mall. I was totally shocked at the difference in people when i reached there, it was like practically empty. we went to hmv and then louis was like signalling to the three of us. apparently he found another target! haha this time three of us agreed that she was v chio except tiet ho. haha he definitely has a unique taste! then after looking at her for a while i went back to hunt for my disc. i couldn't find the big bang disc i was looking for... sad. anyway i found something more interesting - The final riot by paramore. i know i'm abit behind time, but i'm starting to like paramore and all other soft rock bands alot. we parted at city hall mrt. then me and louis started talking about things that were super serious like uni courses, life ambitions and eveything under the sun that concerned our life and yes, including girls. i treated him to a scoop of island creamery as i was feeling generous haha. Now after that meaningful talk, i know louis better. i guess even an epic joker like him can be serious. (no offence dude!)

now i'm feeling empty, contemplating what to do. studying is getting meaningless but i have to go on. everything looks fine in the near future, i hope. who knows a storm could be cooking without me noticing, maybe i'm walking in the eye of the storm now without nowing i would be blown away any second if i make a wrong move. despite all this i think i shall always look at the brightside of life! (((:

to all that are emo out there! cheer up! there's more to your life than just your troubles. if you put a little more effort to push yourself and lift your head up from the pool of troubles, you will definitely see a glimmer of light, a rainbow and many other beautiful things. so keep yourself above all your troubles!

Always look on the bright side of life!

Oink Oink
Keith, forever a happy pig!

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Friday, March 12, 2010

Today is the last day of fencing and there was a team event. My team had very pro people. one team consisted of 4 people. it would go in a way such that the first fencer would go up against the other team's first fencer and if you eliminate him, the other team's second fencer would come up. Since my team was too imba and i was the last fencer, i did not play a single match and i sailed through to the final match where my team let me be the first fencer. i wasn't very confident but i soon overcame my fear and my jumpiness. When i put on my mask and held my epee, there was this feeling that could not be described. I could feel that everything bothering me would be forgotten for that few minutes. It gave me immense peace. the match started and i could focuse full attention to my opponents. i took them down one by one without much difficulty although they were the best of the best. the adrenaline rush was so great the excitement level was so high, it was totally awesome. with my teammates cheering me on i fought on. it came to the last match where i was sweating so much the sweat got into my eyes. My final burst of energy and concentration was being built. After much clanking and lunging, i manage to win the match by a large margin 3-0. it was awesome, everyone was clapping and i felt i acommplished something although this is an insignificant comeptition.

Everything nice has to come to an end. However, i would not cry because it ended but smile because it happened. I have learn that when i do anything, i must do my best so i would not regret. regardless if it is my studies or my relationships. I have sworn to do my best and being responsible for myself. i hope everyone who read my blog would also be responsible for themselves.

Oink Oink!
Keith, forever a happy pig

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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Haven't been blogging for a while. I know u guys miss me. haha (high ego today) i have been taking fencing sabbaticals for this week and there would be a fencing competition tomorrow. wish me luck! haha :D Anyway this term was a total whirldwind. it was like a hurricane and i can say i'm currently in the eye of it or at least i think i am. after this one and a half week i would be back in the raging storm. anyway, i have resolved to face up to my troubles with more courage than before. I am totally looking forward to this weekend's IT show and BBQ. hope everything goes well with the planning for the bbq. Anyone gng to the IT show on friday? i think not. haha.

Princess: i do not understand the picture, care to explain? :D
P.S. Why you lock ur blog? ): U ok?

post birthday.
Friday, March 5, 2010

it's been 2 days since my birthday. being 16 fews weird, i'm of age to do many stuff and of age to receive many stuff to. It's been a long decade ever since someone made me a birthday card. This year was kinda special. I had a home-made brownie as a birthday gift. It was super delicious, however it was gone soon enough but the rich taste and aroma still lingers in my mouth and i'm craving for more. However, i shall curb my craving as much as possible as too much of something might kill u.(don't wanna get fat :D) haha.

Anyway, this birthday has been special yet normal. Normal being that it is still another day in my life. Special being that i was showered with friendly care as many people wished me happy birthday unlike precious years. I appreciate all ur greetings. Even the slightest effort of saying happy bday by you made me feel just great. i shall not dwell on anything unhappy for a few days as it is really detrimental to my emotional well-being. haha.

Lastly, i need to thank all of you guys again for letting me have such a wonderful birthday. It really has benn a SWEET sixteen for me. To those who spent effort hunting for a gift and or getting it for me. i am deeply grateful to you but next time, a simple happy birthday greeting will suffice. :D

Oink Oink!
Keith, forever a happy pig!