Its been far too long since i blogged,too many things happened as usual. Kinda makes me like Mr Always-Busy. The thing is, I don't really liked it, being bogged down by the expectations of our meritocratic and material society. Why do i have to be a conformist and follow what ever society deems fit? This chained down feeling has me struggling to catch my breath, and also further restraining my thoughts and actions.

Well anyways, today there was a talk about relationship given to us by MCYS. My first thought was that has humans' emotional skills deteriorated so much they have to be given a LESSON on how to communicate with the opposite sex? Are our communication skills that pathetic?! Gosh, if that is so, maybe the Singaporean government should really review their education system to include more lessons about EQ. Talking about eq, it seems to be lacking in many people including me, i can't control what i say at what time making me an absolute douchebag most of the time, whats worse is that i hurt the feelings of my friends many times over. I have come to the point to even doubt that i'm liked by my friends. The insecurity i feel is immense and i only seem to run away from the problem, deceiving myself from the truth. I also seem to let others create joy out of my misfortune, somehow to attract attention to myself so i won't feel left out. Why am i trampling on myself? I really have no idea. I think its time i disallow these feelings to engulf me.

Anyways back to the talk, the male lecturer went about objectifying girls using the words like "Own" and stuff. It was to the point he was sounding childish. If guys were to cherish girls, they would not think of sex and stuff and obviously would not think of her as an object which can be owned. It is of basic common sense ain't it?

I'm so tired i think i can sleep forever. Hopefully i will slip into a fairytale of happily ever after.

Its been far too long since i blogged,too many things happened as usual. Kinda makes me like Mr Always-Busy. The thing is, I don't really liked it, being bogged down by the expectations of our meritocratic and material society. Why do i have to be a conformist and follow what ever society deems fit? This chained down feeling has me struggling to catch my breath, and also further restraining my thoughts and actions.

Well anyways, today there was a talk about relationship given to us by MCYS. My first thought was that has humans' emotional skills deteriorated so much they have to be given a LESSON on how to communicate with the opposite sex? Are our communication skills that pathetic?! Gosh, if that is so, maybe the Singaporean government should really review their education system to include more lessons about EQ. Talking about eq, it seems to be lacking in many people including me, i can't control what i say at what time making me an absolute douchebag most of the time, whats worse is that i hurt the feelings of my friends many times over. I have come to the point to even doubt that i'm liked by my friends. The insecurity i feel is immense and i only seem to run away from the problem, deceiving myself from the truth. I also seem to let others create joy out of my misfortune, somehow to attract attention to myself so i won't feel left out. Why am i trampling on myself? I really have no idea. I think its time i disallow these feelings to engulf me.

Anyways back to the talk, the male lecturer went about objectifying girls using the words like "Own" and stuff. It was to the point he was sounding childish. If guys were to cherish girls, they would not think of sex and stuff and obviously would not think of her as an object which can be owned. It is of basic common sense ain't it?

I'm so tired i think i can sleep forever. Hopefully i will slip into a fairytale of happily ever after.