.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
The best thing about tonight... One day after finding the missing part of me (hopefully) my life got so much brighter although there were the usual jeerings by random people which i have learnt to take it in my stride. After playing guitar with marcus, i felt less stressed, at least for the moment. i don't know what to say. haha maybe i am too relieved to give a ****. haha. anyway to you, the person who always have bad nightmares about random creatures like rats. i think that you are under too much pressure. lighten up, take a breather chill out. your life would be much better if you just but down your burden for a moment and continue. anyways you've gotta cope with stress. i know you can. jiayous ((((((((((: going back to doing work. (: keith, jumpy and elated pig!
|
.
Monday, April 19, 2010
finally after so long of searching the missing puzzle, i think i have found it. thanks to you my emo best friend. however it is also thanks to this someone that always there for me and talking to me. i'm so touched. seems like my life is not so sad after all. anyway being emo is part and parcel of life. especially my life but i think it has helped me in some way or another. i shall smile... anyways exams are near the corner and my friends, we have to work hard together. good luck to all of you. "when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place!" (thanks yong hong)
|
.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Staring at the moon and the large blanket of darkness enveloping me. Is it peace or bewilderment that keeps me quiet or is my burning problems currently doused by this sea of darkness... my friend told me today, do not see things as problems but as challenges that would bring you to a higher level. When there is a will there will always be a way. I am gonna sleep now. Good night world! Being a happy pig, Keith
|
Over a Glass of Wine.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
today was a busy day. loads of work to do and places to go. first of all i must apologise to LMY and PPS. Sorry for not being able to attend your production. Maybe i am a idiot... i don't know. how do you want me to make up for it? sorry. anyway despite the hectic day, i managed to sit down over the dining table with my parents and sister to have a sumptous dinner coupled with a glass of chardonnay white. as i savoured this liquid beauty, i thought it would at least engulf me with its rich taste and drown all my problems and sorrows but no. it intensified as with the rise in my body temperature due to the wine. sorrows... are they what really make up this world. is happiness that hard to achieve? or is it non-existant. i see all of you, my friends, out there. all with this radiant smile that emits warmth but why do i feel so cold. why do i feel as if i cannot be happy... maybe the only solution to these sorrows are to run from it. to find things like music and work to keep myself from thinking. but i know it will catch up with me one day. i want to face it. but i'm afraid. i used to be a popinjay... now i'm but a wandering spirit lack of human joy. this interlard of feelings is driving me up the wall. running from these sorrows will eventually bring me to a cliff... should i jump or should i fight? i really don't now. for now i shall sleep... hoping it will be a better day tomorrow. nights someone... pls don't let me go... keith, soon-to-go-mad pig
|
.
Friday, April 9, 2010
My heart is tired and disfigured after being bombarded by all the questions. Maybe I am thinking too much maybe it is reality. Whichever the case, it is taking a toll on me and it is affecting my emotional growth and state. I am not the keith I know myself to be. I have changed. I am different. This is not a good thing. Frequent mood swings has made me very easily antagonized at even the smallest of things. This is very bad and disruptive. I need to take my mind of these bothering questions. I have to apologise to all my friends whom I have angered in d past few days especially Marcus here. Sorrry. At least these days now I have sports and jam sessions to take my mind of such stuff. I hope that I can find mlre stuff to occupy me. Haizzz girls girls girls... would they bring the downfall of guys? I dunno... haizz Keith, Pondering pig
|
|
.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
The best thing about tonight... One day after finding the missing part of me (hopefully) my life got so much brighter although there were the usual jeerings by random people which i have learnt to take it in my stride. After playing guitar with marcus, i felt less stressed, at least for the moment. i don't know what to say. haha maybe i am too relieved to give a ****. haha. anyway to you, the person who always have bad nightmares about random creatures like rats. i think that you are under too much pressure. lighten up, take a breather chill out. your life would be much better if you just but down your burden for a moment and continue. anyways you've gotta cope with stress. i know you can. jiayous ((((((((((: going back to doing work. (: keith, jumpy and elated pig!
|
.
Monday, April 19, 2010
finally after so long of searching the missing puzzle, i think i have found it. thanks to you my emo best friend. however it is also thanks to this someone that always there for me and talking to me. i'm so touched. seems like my life is not so sad after all. anyway being emo is part and parcel of life. especially my life but i think it has helped me in some way or another. i shall smile... anyways exams are near the corner and my friends, we have to work hard together. good luck to all of you. "when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place!" (thanks yong hong)
|
.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Staring at the moon and the large blanket of darkness enveloping me. Is it peace or bewilderment that keeps me quiet or is my burning problems currently doused by this sea of darkness... my friend told me today, do not see things as problems but as challenges that would bring you to a higher level. When there is a will there will always be a way. I am gonna sleep now. Good night world! Being a happy pig, Keith
|
Over a Glass of Wine.
Saturday, April 10, 2010
today was a busy day. loads of work to do and places to go. first of all i must apologise to LMY and PPS. Sorry for not being able to attend your production. Maybe i am a idiot... i don't know. how do you want me to make up for it? sorry. anyway despite the hectic day, i managed to sit down over the dining table with my parents and sister to have a sumptous dinner coupled with a glass of chardonnay white. as i savoured this liquid beauty, i thought it would at least engulf me with its rich taste and drown all my problems and sorrows but no. it intensified as with the rise in my body temperature due to the wine. sorrows... are they what really make up this world. is happiness that hard to achieve? or is it non-existant. i see all of you, my friends, out there. all with this radiant smile that emits warmth but why do i feel so cold. why do i feel as if i cannot be happy... maybe the only solution to these sorrows are to run from it. to find things like music and work to keep myself from thinking. but i know it will catch up with me one day. i want to face it. but i'm afraid. i used to be a popinjay... now i'm but a wandering spirit lack of human joy. this interlard of feelings is driving me up the wall. running from these sorrows will eventually bring me to a cliff... should i jump or should i fight? i really don't now. for now i shall sleep... hoping it will be a better day tomorrow. nights someone... pls don't let me go... keith, soon-to-go-mad pig
|
.
Friday, April 9, 2010
My heart is tired and disfigured after being bombarded by all the questions. Maybe I am thinking too much maybe it is reality. Whichever the case, it is taking a toll on me and it is affecting my emotional growth and state. I am not the keith I know myself to be. I have changed. I am different. This is not a good thing. Frequent mood swings has made me very easily antagonized at even the smallest of things. This is very bad and disruptive. I need to take my mind of these bothering questions. I have to apologise to all my friends whom I have angered in d past few days especially Marcus here. Sorrry. At least these days now I have sports and jam sessions to take my mind of such stuff. I hope that I can find mlre stuff to occupy me. Haizzz girls girls girls... would they bring the downfall of guys? I dunno... haizz Keith, Pondering pig
|
|
By post:
Coward
Its been far too long since i blogged,too many thi...
catalyst
At last it is finally over, no more am i tormented...
it hits me again...
It sets in on you... The routine of life, the emot...
3 things
when you look back...
Starting afresh
dealing with complications
By month:
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
December 2010
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
October 2011
|
Name: Keith
Age: Old enough to do some stuff
Gender: Male
Hobbies: Emoing
Friends: Close to none
▲▲▲
|
1. Mindy
2. Fan Yi
3. LMY "Rabbit"
4. Vanessa
!@%&
|
|
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."