School's starting. having that ominous feeling again. I don't know what is going to happen. maybe this time i would be blown to smithereens due to sheer pressure. but anyways i want to wish good luck to all of you out there who have to take Os and Ns. good luck and may u pass with flying colors in all your exams to come.

i have to motivate myself to study! Someone pls remind me to study hard. arhhhhhh

yes as the title states... i am a fall out boy. As of late i have fell out with almost about everyone i encountered. pissed them off and got into quarrels with no apparent reason. i have no idea what is driving this insane subconcious devil inside of me. i am totally at a loss now. damn it man. i need some help. getting mad at even the smallest of things such as my sister snatching a french fry from me. why? i am bewildered by this strange behaviour. this is most blatant especially while doing my work. some thing is wrong with me.

gotta figure it out.

P.S. i am sorry! going back to being a good pig!

scrathing my head... why? beats me too. maybe in dispair, maybe in frustration, i have no idea what's going on. it was not meant to be. i am despair. seeing my friend find his happiness. i smile... but is it real happines for me or does it just rake up past memories? i dun know. i wish i was just someone ignorant to relationships. i wanna be happy.

anyways i am feeling money woes now and then. i wanna buy some stuff badly, but it is gonna burn a bloody big hole in my pocket.
1) 1/60 Perfect Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame
2) 1/100 Master Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame (will get this one)

other than this 2 items i think i will take my mind off other stuff! i shld put only 2 dollars in my wallet to prevent myself from splurging. i think i shld just keep myself at home and do my stuff. shut myself out from the outside world. yeah! i shld just do that. maybe i shld catch a movie all by myself, will definitely feel great.

Studying... studying guess it does make some sense after all. My life would be studying for now!

School's starting. having that ominous feeling again. I don't know what is going to happen. maybe this time i would be blown to smithereens due to sheer pressure. but anyways i want to wish good luck to all of you out there who have to take Os and Ns. good luck and may u pass with flying colors in all your exams to come.

i have to motivate myself to study! Someone pls remind me to study hard. arhhhhhh

yes as the title states... i am a fall out boy. As of late i have fell out with almost about everyone i encountered. pissed them off and got into quarrels with no apparent reason. i have no idea what is driving this insane subconcious devil inside of me. i am totally at a loss now. damn it man. i need some help. getting mad at even the smallest of things such as my sister snatching a french fry from me. why? i am bewildered by this strange behaviour. this is most blatant especially while doing my work. some thing is wrong with me.

gotta figure it out.

P.S. i am sorry! going back to being a good pig!

scrathing my head... why? beats me too. maybe in dispair, maybe in frustration, i have no idea what's going on. it was not meant to be. i am despair. seeing my friend find his happiness. i smile... but is it real happines for me or does it just rake up past memories? i dun know. i wish i was just someone ignorant to relationships. i wanna be happy.

anyways i am feeling money woes now and then. i wanna buy some stuff badly, but it is gonna burn a bloody big hole in my pocket.
1) 1/60 Perfect Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame
2) 1/100 Master Grade Gundam Astray Red Frame (will get this one)

other than this 2 items i think i will take my mind off other stuff! i shld put only 2 dollars in my wallet to prevent myself from splurging. i think i shld just keep myself at home and do my stuff. shut myself out from the outside world. yeah! i shld just do that. maybe i shld catch a movie all by myself, will definitely feel great.

Studying... studying guess it does make some sense after all. My life would be studying for now!